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    Birthday Surprise

    Mama and Toyna planned for a birthday surprise including balloons, flowers, chocolates and cake for Toynas Tatta (Grandfather). After the planning is done: Mama: Toyna, you cannot tell about this surprise to anyone. Toyna (giggling): I will not tell Tatta, but can I tell Bamma (Grandmother)? Mama (with a serious face): No, you should not tell Bamma also. She will tell Tatta. Toyna (trying to control her giggles): Ok, can I tell Tataamma (Great Grandmother)? Mama (also trying to control her giggles now): No, you cannot tell Tataamma also. Toyna rushes down from her room to Bammas room. Toyna: Bamma, Bamma, we have a surprise party planned for Tatta. Don’t…

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    Why God made Destiny?

    Just completed a great book about a prophet who is guided by the voice of angels. These angels used to bring him the word from The Lord and ordered him to carry it out. After doing so for years, he develops a close bond with The Lord and is considered one of the Lords favorite prophets. However, in the process, he loses everything that he had ever loved including his job, his respect and his country. Finally one day, in an attempt to carry out the orders of The Lord, he even loses his lady love.  His faith by now has become the source of immense pain for him and he refuses…

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    Night Story

    It is deep in the night. I am tired after a long day and there is no electricity in the city. Toyna: Mama, will you tell me a story before I go to bed Me: I am very tired darling. Can we go to bed without a story today? Toyna: Ok! How about I tell a story to you. Me: Sorry dear, I just want to crash into bed. Toyna: Ok! So, can I read a story on my own Me: Darling, there is no electricity and you should not read in the dark Toyna: Ok! So, can I tell myself a story before I sleep Me (smiling): Sure darling,…

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    Sound of Silence

    Pouring rain and strong winds lashed the city yesterday night. The power grid withstood these forces bravely for some hours and then gave in. As the city plunged into darkness, people retreated into their homes and the Sunday night revelry seemed to have ended sooner than expected.  As I lay in bed surrounded by the shadows, I tried to listen to the deepest sounds of the night. After the fury of the storm had passed, the night was exceptionally silent. To add to natures silence, all man made machines slept silently without any electricity to keep them humming through the night. The silence was so deep, that I could distinctly hear someone…

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    Dive Deep or Fly High

    We all make choices about how we want to live. No choice is right or wrong, good or bad, leading us towards success or failure. It is all about what we want to do and how we want to live. Some of us live each moment fully as it might be the last we have. We live our lives slowly – soaking, pondering over thoughts, emotions, actions, dreams, ideas and people. For us, it is important to look behind the scenes, to discover secrets which no one has, to questions why things are so, and question what if things were different.  Some others don’t worry about each small or big…

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    Who are you scared of?

    Today evening, I was out for a walk with my music and the wonderful breeze. As I walked along the familiar road, I had beautiful songs playing in my ears and in my heart. On this road, I could have even walked with my eyes closed as I know every nook, bend and bump like the back of my hand. As I crossed a dark patch of road, hidden secretly between two ill placed streetlights, I was suddenly taken aback by the sound of feet running towards me. In front of me, I could make out shadows growing rapidly closer to me, approaching me from behind. I was no doubt…

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    The Scooter Ride

    After lying in bed for two days, I was sick and tired of feeling sick. Sometime late in the evening I forced myself out of bed and decided to take Toyna for a drive. When we started, I was still low but had this determination to make up to my darling for ignoring her for so many days. The instant we drove out into the roads on our scooter, the breeze caught my hair and Toynas’ small hands came around my back to hold me close. The roads were bumpy, the traffic loud and smoky; but she didn’t complain. In fact the bumpier the road the more fun it was on the…

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    Tick Tock

    The clock on my wall hums the silent tune – tick tock, tick tock. Night after day after night, I can hear it beating silently in the background, oblivious to the madness of the mornings or to the serenity of the midnight hours. The pace consistent, the mood somber, it continues to beat till its small sources of energy can provide. The rhythm of the wheels is now a part of me; my heart trying to keeping pace with the mute beat.  It stands witness to all my eccentricities, desperation, happiness and even tears, but it never blinks or tries to share any advice. In all times good or bad, it…

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    A New Life

    Just when you think you are settled with your existing life, have learnt to be happy about the good things and happier about the missing things, life decides to turn around a brand new corner. What awaits you ahead, down that corner, is  a mystery, sweet and exciting, which only a fortune teller could ever predict for you.  The amazing fact is that you don’t even want to know what lies ahead. You are happy in the believing that this new corner starts the journey towards the best part of your life to come. Even though it is pitch dark right now; even though you seem utterly alone on this…